confusion...
I'm really confused in my life right now..couple of things i dun quite understand...one of them is my dad calling me and wanting to meet me and stuff..why would he want to meet me now after all these years..really weird...i kinda of hate him for the crap he has done..hai...i get angry now when i think of him so better to forget it..another thing is the business that i'm in...sometimes i dun get to use the com to search and meet online...and my auntie keeps pressurring me to get a real job...caught between 2 minds here...i really dunno what to do...lastly its my family...or lack of it...no one seems to care...my auntie keeps on scolding me...probably its because she's stressed out...and this hari raya i wun get to see my mom's side her family...really lame as my mum is embarassed to see them...i dunno why and when i ask her..she will blow up...what's the point of hari raya when u dun get to see your relatives...hai...just hope everything will fall into place...
fasting starts now
hmmm todae was the first day of fasting..quite okay but i felt quite hungry as i didn't wake up to eat..lol..i dun really like fasting month as i get skinnier as if i wasn't skinny enuff...haha..the good thing is that i can save some money on food..todae after breaking fast my new bro-in-law came to play bball with me..he's really big slighter shorter than me at 1.86m but he's much bigger..he's not bad at bball considering he hasn't played for 8 years..lol..we talked a lot about nba and soccer..not bad ah we can chat a lot..he's not so scary after all..then went home and wrote this entry.thats all folks..gonna go junjie house stay over..his house really machiam hotel..sorry jj...and one more thing..she seems to be hurt over some guys..don't know any details..i just wish that she gets over it and be happy..hai..
long time no post
its been a while since i posted...kinda busy last weekend was my sis dinner reception at my uncles restaurant...the food was nice man..i gorged myself silly..i maybe will post some pics...then after that i rushed down to junwei's place to celebrate his bdae with jj gab sk cp...but gab gave the surprise away...the cake was nice..but it isn't very nice when its on ur face...jj and jw sabo me and the cake was all over my face...even my shoes were not spared by the cake..its not even my birthday..lol..i think jw was really touched by our gesture...happpy birthday junwei!!..then after that we went to watch the exorcist at jurong point..met ah fat there..still the same old ah fat...lol..the movie was nice...but not scary..actually im not scared of scary movies..most of the tricks they use are predictable...aniwaes after the movie we walked frm jurong point to jj's house at tohguan.. omg its farking far...we took 2 hours to walk i think then we slept at jj's place...woke up and found that ahfat was playing with my hp..and sending smses to her.. the smses he sent were quite lame i think judging frm her replies...my stupid hp doesn't have sent items...damn it...but i cleared the air later..then went home around 2 like that...rested then went to play bball at the new sunset court with hansel and jinzhou..and i broke the rim there...damn it was brand new and i practically destroyed it...lol..not my fault the workers didn't fix it properly...played 5 on 5...quite fun being the point guard..lol..then after bball chatted with hansel...very long nv see him liaoz...went hme and sleepz...the next day went sch for business proposal...it went quite well...but we need to iron out the details...then we went tohguan to play soccer...usual peeps plus bren and tam..i was keeper 90% of the time and when i play outfield i played so badly man...no confidence..kept on getting scolded...made me wanna quit soccer... in soccer..one mistake can make u tio scolded and low morale like fark...and i was keeper almost all the time..damn bored...i dun understand why some ppl make mistakes its okay...but for me its like a super major mistake...hai..then went home played some DOTA...cool game but im a total noob...must improve man...lol..gtg
Here's shalini showing off some nifty eating skills
**^Sis Wedding^**
Today is the date of my sis wedding...actually she's not my real sis ; shes my cousin but i really consider her to be my sis...i had a fs test todae so i had to go to the ROM after the test...the test was hard man..actually its because i didn't study much..haha..but i think go high chance of at least 60 plus..hehe..then rushed down there and discovered that i was late..damn test...after that we went for a mini lunch reception at this ceylon sports club..the food was good man i really ate like a pig..haha..then later my cousins came over..i took a pic of shalini with my ex phone nokia 3200(given to my sis)..damn cute..she's only 2 but she's real smart...eats by herself with fork and spoon..but she too manja..i'm gonna post a few pics of her..after the reception i went home..played with shalini for damn long...she forced me to bring her to the "park" which is actually the playground..haha...she's quite daring ask me to push the swing until quite high..after that i went to have my teabreak..which is a cup of milo then the family watched singapore idol..todae's theme was rock and rolls and needless to say there was a few elvis wannabes...zombie aka slyvester(arrgh dunno how to spell his damn name..me and my neighbour alex call him zombie) sang hound dog by elvis and his rendition was quite unique..he didn't dance much unlike the other contestants who were bouncing around..haha..jerry and chris are going home man..they just didn't perform..its a miracle jerry is still in the compeition..then after that gab called and said that he and jj were coming to my house..my auntie kinda objected but i managed to convince her...then went to pick them up..lol...sounds gay..bye guys
signing off
Mum and new look?
todae i had a csa test...very important for me to do well as i have been slacking in this module..lol.it was okay but got one section 20 marks where i was stumped..but the mcq and the rest was easy..think can get 60+..then after that going home that time had a arguement with howtong...about the 13 bucks i owe him..he claimed that i owed him 20 instead..i hate arguing about money..i managed to resolve it though..then went to jurong point for my free eye consultation for contact lenses..i got this coupon for contacts when i went for this free trial thing at ngeeann...15 bucks for one pair..a bit exp but i need it..for bball...damn idiots keep on whackin my specs off..somemore my coach advise me to get...and i think i look better w/o specs..killed 2birds with 1 stone..haha.i have to wait 2 weeks for it though..then went to see my mum at bukit batok..then went west mall eat..saw huimei there..haha..went home and took a rest and now i am doing my revision for my fs tml..i hope i can do well for tml's paper..wish me luck
signing off....
BBall update..injury..
i went to play on monday and tuesday at cc as usual..monday played at short rim court first then go cc play..met into jaykin and play with him 3 on 3..my team consisted of 2 total noobs..and we almost won..8-11 9-11.. damn shooting is off..then play for a while in another team...tried this new move.. the floater..hard to block but sometimes not enough energy left to shoot after jumping thru ppl..lol.. then on tuesday went to play at cc again this time with jinzhou...but he didn't play..busy studying for his econs..Jc life must suck..lol..then i teamed up with the same 2 noobs...my bad luck man..then lost to flying man they all..then after that i tried some dunks..i can do a one handed one easily..but 2 hands is another issue..jinzhou recorded one of the dunks on his phone the nokia 6230...that has to be the best phone man..mp3 player radio camera and video camera...wooo...camera is quite good..but its expensive..hai..because of that i sprained my shoulder badly..couldn't shoot w/o pain..hope it heals soon...then i went to chat quite a bit with jinzhou..really pity him.. everyday stay back in school and study..not much time for anything else..wooo and my vertical leap is improving..from not being able to touch rim earlier this year to hanging on it..going to start this training programme called air alert..claims to increase ur jump by 15-30 cm..wish me luck dudes..
Long Weekend..
Its been while since i updated my blog..no internet access for a few days..i'm sharing a internet connection with my neighbour via wireless...and he changed room with his parents and the connection was cut off for a few days..now its back at least..Back to the weekend...On saturday went to AYE in the morning for soccer..From JJ's house as i went there to stay overnight and watch WWE unforgiven with him..speaking of unforgiven it was a good ppv..nice matches including the ladder match and the orton and HHH match..lol..it was like 4 on 1..ric flair tio thumb to the eye frm orton when he was about to give orton a chair shot..lol..me and jj were laughing all the way...hahaha..back to aye soccer..soccer was fun..tiring though we played till about 3..then went home to rest then we went swimming..Cp Jj Gab Darius Ww and me went...had a whale of a time there...Cp and darius qie swimming then halfway darius zhao..only cp swimming..lol..then after that we went to eat dinner then watched New Police Story..its really good..its rare to see jackie chan actually "acting"..go watch it..worth ur money...then by the time i got home it was about 3 am...lol..went to sleep damn shagged..The next day woke up also damn shagged!!..my entire body was sore.. then did my usual morning routine..eat then read papers..then alex(my neighbour) ask me accompany him go ikea get some stuff for his room..went queensway..i saw this bball shoe..damn nice..nike show Xplosive..gotta get it soon..but it costs a bomb...have to work first..haha..my current shoe..T-mac 3 is wearing out fast..gotta get it soon..then after ikea and queensway we went to eat at this famous bbq seafood..wah super nice..went by taxi as he bought a computer table..lousy driver man..drive off when i taking the table from the boot..nearly killed me...lol..then after that i still had energy to go brens house to watch man almost lose to boro..haha..they had to rely on smith a ex-leeds player to score...haha..leeds rules..woah this weekend is damn havoc man...but it was fun..at least helped me to forget some stuff...
signing off...
Lazing around
Todae didn't go school as there wasn't any lessons...stayed at home spending most of my time trying to do my PSP1 assisgnment..aargghh..i really hate it..sometimes regret coming to this it course..too late to turn back now aniwaes so much as well bear with it..Then went to visit my mum..she's recovering nicely..but she is complaining about the one week mc as she's not getting paid for staying at home..then went home...Then when i went to buy lunch and i saw my neighbour alex..he's supposed to go to work but he had one week mc becos of some rashes..coolz..but the bad part is that he has to stay at home the whole time.bummers..then i went to buy lunch for him also then went to his house eat and played some xBox games..damn fun..then ama ask me come back...sianz..then sleep for a while and decided to go to clementi cc to play bball..usual ppl there..flying man musun ah kao etc..my team sucked bad..all solo kias onez..but still managed to win some games..todae i really used my shooting..kinda surprised them as they expected me to be a bad shooter..hehe..then when i went home ama and apa were angry at me for playing bball...dun know why..they like always gloomy and angry..cannot blame them..blame the rising costs of living in s'pore..then went to bathe and work out a little..then called alex to watch Raw..quite funny todae's raw..lol..poor eugene got his ass kicked by HHH..and randy orton played catching with evolution..damn lame..hai and one more thing i "stumbled" on some pics of her...then got this funny feeling like i still miss her..can't describe it..she seems to get more pretty btw..lol..hope she's doing well...well thats all folks..
Police!! and Lanterns..
Todae i didn't need to go school so i slept till late around 11 then wake up , eat then tried to complete my java programming assignment...went to take a nap at 2 then i was woken up by a knock on the door..to my surprise and mostly shock there were 2 police officers at the door..looking for arimala(my auntie/godmother)..i let them in and they began asking questions..about my whereabouts and stuff..i was really shocked and scared at that point..then they asked for my sis hp and called her...It turned out that they were looking for my sis fiance..no idea why though..then i went to use com for a while..then went to buy lunch..on the way i saw ah hao and brady 2 of my bball frens..they asked to help them with their english as they have a english paper on friday but i was meeting gab so i postponed it to tml..then met gab and christy at interchange..i went to buy the ramly burger..damn ex at 2.50 but i bought 2 aniwaes...haha..then proceeded to bukit gombak to play lanterns.those who came>>JJ Gab me William huiwen christy darius chengpeng and zhenning...we played lanterns then we walked up a dark and spooky trail...that led to nowhere..after using up all our candles we went to have supper at this coffeeshop..had this nice malay western food...then took cab back...damn tired and still haven do my CSA homework and revision..tml must go visit my mom and see how she's doing..nitez dudes
